I can stop crying.
I now understand the truth.
True love is what I found yesterday. On the 16th day of my vow of Celeibacy I gave up.2 days before I told my friends how much pain I was in.
"At least wait 2 days after you start blue balling" ~Eric Rallos
I told everyone I needed to force myself to cancel my vow inorder to save what was left of my life.
My vow caused me to have insomnia the past week.
Insomnia made it easy for me to become annorexic.
If I didn't eat I couldn't sleep.
I spent the nights waiting for Sleep but it never came.
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This is something I wrote a while ago... It's a little strange but I think there is a deeper meaning that I can't even see.... I just found it about a month ago and I don't even remember writing it... so , here it is...
ReplyDeleteBlood splattered paper, I hope and pray he never adheres to the voices in his head.
Strange conviction a poem singing in the distance
"Where you are you?" cries the wolf
"Where are you I want to find you."
The wolf is white, texture like a sheep.
You can only see from a distance the form which seems to be peace.
The closer you get you can smell the blood on his mouth form the soul he previously devoured....
The end is near... it's in the air.
All who truly listen can taste times echoing end.
The end to all will we sink or soar...?
Listen to the voice inside, for the road is narrow,
Hear the cry of the Lord saying I AM THE WAY.
Launch the sails of the ship!
Catch the wind at full blow!
Release your fear from failure and come into the world of hope joy and peace... where there is no more pain and the toothless tiger has no reign.