Coming to Earth: Enlightenment 209

Yesterday God actully came to me.God asked me for help.I wish I can prove it but I can't so don't ask.He told me to stop trying to control desire before desire controlled me."But I've almost mastered desire...""No you haven't, he has you right where he wants YOU!"When I met whoever it was I met yesterday, she touched me and let me unlock something in my heart that was there all along. God.Why was he inside me?How long was he there for?Why did it take him so long?Is theis really because I decided to end my vow of Celibacy?He told me it was okay. That I was only a man.