Greed

fierycj wrote:

Suffering is to Christianity what Vodka is to Russia. (and before anyone starts wondering why I used Vodka as an analogy,maybe its because I watched Eastern Promises last nite,and the movie is still on my mind)

mohitmisra wrote: Its for everyone who encounters god. There will be ying- yang, with extreme bliss will come extreme sorrow. God will take away all your possessions, all your attachments till you have nothing. smile
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It's not that he will take away all your possessions or your attachments. It's that all your possessions and all your attachments are what take you away from God.

If there is a God--no matter what name he takes on, may it be Christ, Jesus, Krishna, or Apollo--what we do know is that he represents something selfless and that means not holding on to such material things (I wish I could convince my dad that but it's too late for him).

6 Followers

I met a Christian Youth Minister today. I was talking about the souls I have collected. He prayed for me.
I told him my destiny.
He prayed for me.
I asked him about choice.
He prayed for me.
I guess I have to continue with faith(fate).
He will pray for me.

Lower Equalibrium

The voice is gone. I'm back to self. To where my friends called me.

UPS

To manipulate time we must understand how space works. Apparently... I've been doing it for 4 years-March 28.

Horsemen?

Stop. No more. Not 3. That's imbalanced. There shouldn't be any death. Stop teaching me control.

Mark Rivera

Why was she testing me?

HRC

because I only owned it for 6 days

haha

for some reason my brother thinks it's my fault so he's going to punish me but it's okay
4:14amRex

lol wtf
4:14amJojo

yeah
4:14amRex

HAHA wtf
4:14amJojo

weird huh
4:14amRex

nice
4:14amJojo

can I say something?
4:14amRex

your only 24
4:14amJojo

?
4:14amRex

wait
4:14amJojo

no I'm not

am I?
4:14amRex

how odl are you
4:14amJojo

LOL

I'm at the age that no-one likes you
4:15amRex

oh so your like 55

grumpy old man

lol
4:15amJojo

56

haha
4:15amRex

ahhh

makes more sense
4:15amJojo

crazy huh>?

or maybe not?

Hey Rex

can I ask you a question?
4:16amRex

no
4:16amJojo

okay
4:16amRex

lo
4:18amJojo

Rex

so many people love us

and they need our help
4:18amRex

hmmm
4:18amJojo

Rex

there's no time

to explain
4:18amRex

that sounds very leader of a scary cultish

lol

ok batman
4:19amJojo

please

answer me

Rex

wake up

wake up

are you there?
4:19amRex

no way dude

i help myself..and sometimes our cat
4:20amJojo

rEX'

wait

are you there?

REx someone is stopping me

rex?

Rex call me okay?

My house phone

because I can't trust my cell anymore.
4:21amRex

ok
4:23amJojo

674 1205

858 674 1205

hurry

or not

it doesn't matter to me

I love you no matter what.

NO MATTER WHAT

I don't have enough time to save people.

and the whole world is against me.

What am I going to do?

I need a friend?

I'm so alone.

Choose Rex.

We have the power of Choice. Remember that.

I can't wait until the sun comes up.

=)=)

I'll see you when your ready.
8:16amRex is offline.

How to Control the Weather

Project HAARP.

Peace

I don't believe in war.

The Beginning

I'm done.

Wake Up

When did it become unlawful to question? When was it okay for someone to rule over another? When did we loose control? Why does my friend have to die because he's gay?

Wake up. Please.
I can't handle anymore blood. Please don't die. I love you. You have to believe me.

Why can't I stop crying?

Religion

I questioned religion and now religion is after me.

The Church

My mom and dad aren't "religiously" married. Is that wrong that they got married by the law? and not in a church?

My Dream

Writing is my dream. I don't want to let it go. I don't want to be lead by lust. Please don't take my soul. ....

Rex

It's okay.

"Laughter is the language of the soul" Lisa

Suns vs. Blackholes

Is the Sun a Black Hole?
I mean...
hmm...
Light vs. Dark

Him*

He used to think I wanted respect. That's something I used to LUST for.

Man

I'm a man. Of course I never listen. That's why.

?

I've never used my ears before?

Sleep

The enemy of my enemy is my friend.

Matt Andrade

Thank You.

My Friends

What kind of a friend am I if I can't even feed my friends?

Let Go

I need to. I need to.

Anthropology

I shouldn't have questioned my Anthropology teacher.

Equilibrium

Ying Yang

Samuel P. Josafat

My dad says he owes me my life. I was a mistake.

How to Contol Everything...

Stop trying.

Austin Shraam

Sorry.

Xiaoyu

She told me everything was selfish?

What if everything happens for 1 reason?
Does fate exist?

WMC

The Venus Project.

34

Is that it? Can I sleep now?

Christ

"We used to look at the Sun in order to figure out what to do. Now we are a slave to time" -Eddie Paciano (My Athiest friend from work)

Eric Rallos

He told me "don't do anything stupid."

I guess he didn't want me to commit suicide.

Maybe Mark tried to "save" me.

Suicide

Payable on Death.

Laura

She came to collect my soul.

Oxymoronic

Where the fuck is my bible?

Amanda

He was just being honest.

Religion

I guess I pissed her off when I said "hate." I'm so fucked up. I shouldn't have said that word. "To hate is to kill someone" -Christopher Hong (My oldest rival, the first, my best friend)

To Be Saved

I have to live for her. Because that's what unconditional love is.

Time

It's coming down at me all at once. Past and Future.

Aimee

Aimee. If you ever read this. You represented my past fuck up. I liked you but I played a game with you. I was testing "the game." I'm sorry. I didn't really like Raina. I think I tried to get you to like me so I could control the past. WTF?

I can't control time.

Lana

My best friend. She evolved because of me.

Truth

I can't handle you. Get the fuck out of my head. I want to sleep now.

My Parents Fight?

I never knew they fight. My mom is Protestant and my dad is Catholic. My Protestant said she has never faught with my dad in front of me. Why is Laura's death affecting me? FML

Pick Me

Everyone is telling me to pick a side but I don't know who to love first? Is time subjective?

Porn

He's addicted to porn yet "he*" thinks he knows love.

How to Control Time

Supposedly "time" is subjective. I don't know that.

My Friend Was a Rapist

I had a hard time trusting people so I delete people before March 10. I found out my friend was a rapist so I couldn't allow him to use power. At least. The power I wanted to give women.

My only "real" girlfriend (internet) was raped while I was on the phone with her.

So What Now?

You did it because I trusted you the most?

Kick My Ass

Go ahead. I'm sorry. It was my own fault. Your own weapons against you?

Competition

I thought we were friends? I didn't know. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I didn't do it for myself. I did it because of some fucking voice. I turned it off.

Let Go

I need to pay for my sins. I was only hurting my cause.

Fuck My Life

WTF? You too bean? Holy shit. I guess I don't have friends anymore and I can't stop crying. FML

2012

I thought I knew what was suppose to happen. I was wrong. I know that now because I know what happens if it doesn't.

Who Moved My Cheese

I should have listened to him. Err. I didn't know power at all. Why did I get lazy and turn into a Zombie? I think it's because of the broken heart ed.

A man 212-738*

Choas

I thought I was on the side of Chaos. What the fuck? It turned it's back on me as well. HAHAHA I guess you can't trust anybody right?

Technology

Aww SHIT. I lost so many friends. Fuck. WTF? (Equilibrium) How could have I been so blind? Fuck My LIFE

Evolution is a Fact.

People think that evolution and Christianity don't mix. Well, the last semester revolved around that. It revolved around 3 classes that all agreed that "Evolution is a fact."

They're reason for people thinking that they don't mix is because Evolution isn't in the bible!

Erroneous!!! blasphemy (For some reason that word doesn't belong in the English dictionary; tangent: what is the most powerful word in the dictionary?)

It IS! in the bible. Man has manipulated it at least 7 times. WTF?

Yes YOU!

Come on man. You didn't think I'd know? Stop asking yourself if I'm talking about you because I am. That's what people used to call me.

Infect Truth

I enslaved myself to popularity. I was enslaved to self. Fuck I'm so stupid. I trusted you. So now I will confuse you. I should have never gave into The Darkness.

True Power

What the FUCK is that suppose to mean?

The Darkness

"I need The Darkness to live and I need the Light to know what live means." -Ying Yang

I can feel the darkness closing in on me. I created it. Now it is coming back at me. I'm sorry I didn't trust you guys earlier. I only have one person to blame. I'm sorry.

The Sin of Language

Is language a factor of keeping us separated? Who invented language? Christ or the Anti-Christ?

Twitter #1

Did God give us choice?

The Venus Project

A new stage of evolution is coming. I'm not allowed to tell people how the world will end. Not until they've accepted 2 things. Death; and the death of others.

The Venus Project is salvation. History is repeating itself. Every bad thing that happened in the past is coming to bite us back in the ass. Racism will be the end of us. I'm sorry.

5 More People

I met 2 people.

1 Catholic girl in my gym. She doesn't believe in Aliens.

2 (Atheist) One of my co-workers. Doesn't believe in anything except control. He believes in Chaos. He's read the entire bible twice. Once as a Catholic. The next as a Christian-Lutherans.

For some reason the mark of the beast is 322?

I Can Feel You

The voice is back again. I know he's here because I can't sleep from all the energy he gives me. I loose all control. I feel unconditional love. I cry just thinking of how unworthy I am to hear the voice. Thank you. I love you too.

Why This Has No Reason

How open are you? Are you willing to see things you've never seen before? What if there was another dimension to this world? How do we even know this is "the world?"

What if I told you I can control time?
What if I told you I know how to create money?
What if I told you I know how you can easily burn 4000 calories a day without diet or exercise?
Would you believe me if I told you I can create water out of the air?
Would you believe me if I told you I can make fire out of water?
Would you believe me if I told you I had a cure for cancer?
Would you believe me if I told you I had a cure for must supposedly "untreatable" diseases?
Would you believe me if I told you that there was no such thing as will power?
Would you believe me if I told you I had a cure for every craving or fear you have in a 5 minute process?
Would you believe me if I told you I've done these things?

Everything above is true. As in I can. As in I want to explain how to do them all. Of course it will take a very long time to explain the more unbelievable things such as time. I just want to know if your interested?

Next Meeting

Hey guys sorry I haven't written here in so long. I've been too scarred to write anything every since that creepy letter I got in the mail about joining a Secret Society. We need to meet so we can talk about how we want to set up who wants next control over what to write and stuff. I've met someone who has resparked my interest to write about religion. She a catholic. But an open one. She's aware of how Easter isn't a biblical holiday and is open to the idea that there's a reason for the similarity of dates between religions.

I was thinking we could meet on either Saturday or Sunday. Saturday (maybe sometime after noon) would be ideal because I'll be going to the Philippines in less then a week.

Know Thy Self 6: How to Create Disease

Today at 11:00am

[This blog refers to 25 Things I Would Never Take Back]
[Read this other blog to understand this better: Cures They Don't Want You to Know About: Know Thy Self]

"If Magic Johnson had a cure for AIDS, and all them broke mother fuckers passed away,
You telling me if my grandma was in the NBA, right now she would be okay?
But since she was just a secretary working for the church for 25 years things suppose to stop right here." ~Kanye West

My 3rd major consisted of trying to find a cure for cancer. I wanted to save my friend from her inevitable death. I wanted to give her the gift of life. So I picked up a couple books and started reading. I hated reading. But she was my motivator.

Thinking of her kept me motivated to find a cure for her pain. So I read and went to school just for her.
Although I have yet to find a cure, I found out how disease was created and the cures that were hidden.

This might be hard to swallow but please listen. Money makes the world go round right? Sure... of course it does! That's why we live in capitalist America! Where greed can run amuck and corporations are free to sell their souls the almighty dollar!

A couple facts:
A couple years ago a female politician made 11 million dollars voting on a drug she had stock on.

Asprin kills 2000 people a year. This only counts for people who take the normal dosage. This does not kill enough people to take it off the market.
The average American has 8 medications in their medicine cabinet.
The FDA made a law stating: The only thing that can cure a disease is a "drug."
The FDA wins 98% of their cases because they attack medium profit organizations and take them to "their" court with "their" judge and sentence them to "their" laws.
Someone found a better alternative to AIDS medication and was immediately attacked by the FDA and he was able to prove it and won. The case got no media coverage.
Someone stated their bread can "reduce the risk of cancer" because of it's high fiber content and was immediately attacked by the FDA. The person requested to give his bread to the homeless and was rejected.

A stomach ache is now called "Acid Reflux Disease."
A hyper kid today now has Attention Deficit Disorder.
A woman menstruating has symptoms of PMDD.
Someone who is depressed has a "chemical imbalance."
Wow, we need to take more medication because of all these "new" diseases right?

The FDA, the FTC, and the media are just fronts for the biggest corporations in America. These are the legal mafias that control us.
Every drug has a side effect.
Every side effect will lead you to another drug.
Every drug you take gives them more and more money.

There won't be a cure for cancer until we can control the influx of these supposed "new" diseases.

Know Thy Self 5: The 13th Dimention

"Perception is Reality" Most people live their average lives and don't like to think outside the box. When your outside this "box" you'll find out your on a wonderous planet. Little did you know... the world isn't flat, you live in a galexy surounded by galexies in a "Multiverse."

Even for Enlightened thinkers, the world could be 100 times bigger then the greatest imagination. There are too many people out there with linear thoughts that can notice the other 12 dimentions. If you don't know about the 12 deimentions, your going to struggle with the 13th. The one scientists are tryin to figure out. They belieeve the 13th dimention holds the key to putting the two greatest scientific discoveries:

The TH3ORY of relativity and Quantum TH3ORY.Ever heard of String TH3ORY? String theory is believed to contain what most scientists call the "God" Particle.String TH3ORY evolved into what is now called "M" th3ory.M th3ory lead to the discovery of what's now know as the "Multiverse."And here humans thought they were living on only ONE universe? How foolish of us...But when is it suppose to end...?

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Danielle Adams! You joined! that's sweet.
It's kind of weird how you seemed to have joined right when I went to blog again at Panera. It seems as though the technology at my house seems to break down every time I seem to try to post something.

Well I'm sitting at the table in front of where you sat last time since it's the biggest table in Panera.

"Panera was my religion" ~Jane Jo
(I thought it was wierd when my friend Jane told me that because she was only trying to be funny)
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Danielle I need your email account for the .blogspot ID. I think I can add you as an author so you can post on this website as well. I don't have my cell phone yet so maybe you can ask the others what their email is so that I can add them as authors too.

Enlightenment 220: "Saved"

Enlightenment 220: "Saved"

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Everyone has this idea that being "saved" is the only way to keep your life. Christians use this as a fear tactic because if your not "saved" then your not "saved" from eternal damnation in hell.

The only problem with that is being saved is the opposite of keeping your life.
In order to save your life, one must let go of it.
When somebody stops holding on to life and is unafraid of death, that's when one can truly "live" without fear.

With this new life, they can be more selfless and one with the universe.

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Somkething is Trying to Stop Me: Enlightenment 213

Everytime I try to blog here. Technology keeps fucking up...
There's some kind of Aura at work here.

Somebody is trying to stop what I am doing?

God Gave Me a Taste of Enlightenment: Enlightenment 210

I can stop crying.
I now understand the truth.
True love is what I found yesterday. On the 16th day of my vow of Celeibacy I gave up.2 days before I told my friends how much pain I was in.

"At least wait 2 days after you start blue balling" ~Eric Rallos

I told everyone I needed to force myself to cancel my vow inorder to save what was left of my life.
My vow caused me to have insomnia the past week.
Insomnia made it easy for me to become annorexic.
If I didn't eat I couldn't sleep.
I spent the nights waiting for Sleep but it never came.

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Coming to Earth: Enlightenment 209

Yesterday God actully came to me.God asked me for help.I wish I can prove it but I can't so don't ask.He told me to stop trying to control desire before desire controlled me."But I've almost mastered desire...""No you haven't, he has you right where he wants YOU!"When I met whoever it was I met yesterday, she touched me and let me unlock something in my heart that was there all along. God.Why was he inside me?How long was he there for?Why did it take him so long?Is theis really because I decided to end my vow of Celibacy?He told me it was okay. That I was only a man.

Putting Every Religion Together: Ying Yang TH3ORY 5

I did it. I've finally released my mind's eye.
I have reached Enlightenment. I now fully understand "True Love" I did it thanks to what Christians refer as "Jesus."

I'm now convinced that I had a 6 hour conversation with Jesus on our plan to save the world.
This scarred me because I knew the Devil was previlant.
I kept telling Jesus that we were definatly going to be stopped by the genius that is the Devil.

She told me to trust her. At the time I couldn't.
Our 6 hour conversation consisted of me telling her why I hated Christianity. A hint of politics was mentioned. Trying to find out what was refered to as "the anti-christ."

Jesus said it was human.
I called her erroneous! The anti-christ can only be learned through the power of Astronomy. My 8th Major.
She kept saying trust me.
I kept telling her my buddhist faith.

The only one I can trust is myself.
Then that's when it happened. The hand of God touched me.
This wave of energy flew from my right forearm into the rest of my body and out of my left arm, my left leg, and my head.

What the fuck just happened?
I didn't question her outloud.

Her desireless love for me allowed me to unlock my true potential. My heart connected with my mind which opened up my 3rd eye.
But I didn't realize it till now...6 hours after our conversation (interesting number... 1:33am)

I told her we could save the world by making some sort of blog site that can bring people together to discus God and how we will destroy the Anti-Christ.

"If you build it, they will come"
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I think I'm Almost There: Enlightenment 208

Something strange happened to me last night and the worst part is I can't explain it.
This girl I met just showed me love without a spec of desire.
"Absolute Love corrupts Abosolutely" I may have changed that proverb to best fit the way I fell right now.
What is going on with me?
This woman touched my arm and I felt what can only be described as "The Holy Ghost."
But here is the kicker...I don't believe in God.
I'm Buddhist.

I hate Christians because they propel hate in the world.
They hate eveyone that's not Christian.
They hate gay marriage.
They hate how democrates may be seizing power.
They hate how people don't believe what they believe (pride).
They hate too much.

This is why I'm not Christian.
Because I thought Christianity required even a little bit of hate as a prerequisite.
But this girl...

Who is she?
Why did she show up the day I gave up on Celibacy?
Why did she appear after 3 nights without sleep.
Why am I asking so many questions?

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How I Found the Gateway to Hell...

My whole failure with Celebacy wasn't a failure at all.
I've finally found what I was eventually going to face.

I went outside for a walk today and met Satan.
Of course he wasn't your Steriotypical devil.
He was a clean cut white man in a finely cut italian blue suit. He showed me how much money he made and where he bought his suit on sale.
Before he left he asked, "Hey man, you want to try on this swede suit?"
"I don't know yet" I responded cluelessly.
As we parted buisness cards I took a longer walk down the road.

There was this Beautiful woman walking by in a good looking red dress that showed her hourglass figure.
"Hey Jojo!"
"How do you know my name?"
"You'll find out eventually. How are you?"
"Umm... confused. Where am I?"
"HAHA." She laughed, "Seriously? You don't know?"
She left me speechless...
"Well your not on Earth I can tell you that much."

Suicide Into Ambition / Living in the Eclipse of My Brother

Suicide Into Ambition / Living in the Eclipse of My Brother

Meet Samuel Panganiban Josafat Jr.

I was the saddest kid in high school because I disired populairty.
Although I was best friends with some girls, I've never had a girlfriend.
A real girlfriend. A real relationship. Even till today.

My brother was different. He gets everything. Even till today.
As I saw my brother get the best clothes, play the most games, get the best computers, get the most awards, get the best relationships I started to wonder what the fuck was wrong with me?

I was never materialistic back then nor am I now. When ever we went shopping he spent at least $150 of my mom's money when I was only trying to spend $30 on jeans I thought were perfect.
When he turned 16 he got a job along with F's to prove he was working too much.
When I turned 16 I begged my mom if I could get a job. I showed her my financial plans. I gave her a contract stating at least 25% of my money went to helping her and dad pay for the house. I promised her my first paycheck.
She said no. She didn't want me to get bad grades (even though I ended up with them anyways).

As soon as he turned 16 he got his permit along with that job. He never came home in time for curfew.
He got caught with car jacking tools in the car by the police. He bought bb guns used to train police. He associated with gangsters but was not one of them.
I had to wait till I was 18 to get my own license.

He told people how much stress I gave him to people like Jenilee, Alison, and everyone he knew.
People hated me in respect for him.
We constantly faught over little things at home. Physically and mentally.
I don't recal ever talking shit about him.

He used to stand up for me sometimes while his friends took cheap shots at me about things such as colorguard, my sexuallity, and how much of a dork I was.

Today... He makes more money then me; but he accumulates massive amounts of debt.
He never has to try with women. He's had plenty of relationships. Long term relatoinships were easy for him to maintain. He's currently dating my ex even though I told him it was wierd.
He's still convinced that he's becoming a better brother.

Today... I make a decent wage at least compared to my friends; I'm almost out of debt.
I ALWAYS have to try with women. I've had only one online relationship. I've never had a relationship longer then 8 months a week and 2 and a half days. I would never cross the boundries of dating any of his exes.
I hope I can stay a good brother.